As I sit on my couch in my new apartment and look at the dining room full of boxes I still have to unpack, I feel nothing but relief. I loved getting away for 8 months, getting to be close to my parents for a while, making some amazing friends, and learning that I'm ok by myself. But now, being back here, I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. It is so nice being here with so much support from everyone.
And, I am absolutely in love with my new apartment. It's on a different side of town than I am used to, but it's nice. I love being close to pretty much everything. I can't wait to get settled in so that I can get out and see/do everything.
It is such a daunting task to come back and start over. Again. But I'm beginning to believe that it's going to be ok. I am still looking for a job. But I'm enjoying my time with Aidenn so much while I actually have it. I just wish it was something I could always do.